Baby Steps

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God...There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you."

Why do anything halfheartedly I am diving in with both feet. My journey of two destinations begins today.
Every step I take forward I feel like I am taking two steps back. Coming back home not being able to get to a track, even just wearing this splint and not being able to lift. But all I can do is stay patient and keep my eye on the prize. By keeping negative thoughts in mind it just sets me back that much more. That is why I have decided I can do it. Why not? If others can do it why can't I? What makes them so special? I am putting my money in the bank. It is time to stop making excuses and making it happen.

“A vision without a plan is just a dream. A plan without a vision is just drudgery. But a vision with a plan can change the world.” The vision is there and now it is time to make the plan. Every week I have been poisoning myself just to have a great time with some friends. But why can't I have just as good as of a time without killing myself a little bit at a time. So first step is when I return to school I will not be drinking. College is a once in a life time experience, so I am limiting it to season. You are what you eat, so an improvement in diet. No more eating out as well as having a well balanced diet. No regrets, so doing all my workouts to the best of my ability and going above and beyond that on my own. Keeping up with my pre-bedtime workouts, push ups and core. Each days is a new beginning and each day needs its own vision, setting daily along with weekly goals. Finally, get onto a longer pole. No more excuses time to just do it there is nothing to fear but fear itself. You always have to begin from some where, some shine early and some take time. But I am done waiting its time.

One step at a time-Pardeep